Thursday, January 12, 2012

How to make both of us satisfied...?? please help me...:(?

i am 16 and my girlfriend is 15..she's Avril...we both love each other very much...my parents diden know about that...last friday we really had fun because i went her house and enjoy ourselves very much...we talked we have fun together and she said that she wont forget that day because she's touched and really happy...and i am glad :D few days ago..my parents saw she texted me i love you...and i replied her i love you too...i got scolded badly and because of this is wont focus on my exams...my parents even called Avril and call her not to disturb me anymore..because i am having major exams...they also wanted me to stop havin in a relationship because im still young..i know she is worried so i called her the next day and i crap out something which i wan her to be much more calm..i dont wan to loose her and this relationship either...so i lied to her what happened and its a mistake...yesterday i called her and we chat..yea we laughed..smiles and normal..but i m really worried bout her..well today i met with her face to face...we talked and had fun...?? no way we did.. :( we started alright...then we played hide and seek lolol...coz we were bored...we diden really run or hide and i wanted to give her a hug from the back but i failed...then we continue being with together talking...i tired to go near her like to toouch her hand or something...i did it but i kept having a feeling that she will feel awkward or weird....we continue talking and suddenly when its almost time for me to go back...about 15 minutes before i'm goin back..we went speechless...we juz kept quiet and she kept looking at the time said that she hope she could stop time....we diden talked and she is heavy hearted and i promise to her that after my exams i'll be back and find her to spend time together...and we waited for her mom to fetch me back home...we were speechless all the time..and i wanted to give her my first hug...but i'm nervous REALLY..!! i was waiting and nervous to ask for one...then i ask her exactly like this... "do you mind...ermm...do you...haha...do you mind me...giving you a hug before i go back...??" she shake her head and she agreed...her mom went down and is ready to bring me back..she waited outside...and i gave her a 1 sec hug.. god dammit....only 1 second..wtf man i'm really useless...when we're releasing the hug..i cant believe that i patted on her....that means juz a friendly hug..dammit..i wanted to give her my warmth and love hug but i failed...i promised that after today imma really focusing on my studies but what can i do to satisfied both of us...she apologized to me that she diden talked much and its not enough for her...wat can i do to satisfy each other...?? i told her too i'll call her everyday when she's free...wat to do now... :(

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